I’ve been thinking about this for a while. A person I know told me that the only thing I truly love is honor and morality. That I am not a human being, that I will never stop doing what I think is right no matter what the consequence because I’m mentally ill. She told me I will hold no great romances because I will never allow them to develop and or sacrifice them for the greater good. That I will die like my grandfather doing good for others who at the end will care nothing for me. Because I am a fool. Not the first time I have heard similar words but recently they really hurt the most. I deeply consider this concept to be true because I have heard similar statements since I was a child. Has it been confusing, yes, because many people praise or compliment your selflessness nature but then commend it. I have never done what is good and right because I put premium value on validation by other people. However I always try to understand better myself, to improve myself. I have always honestly wished I would not have to be involved in existal Read More...