I have a list of ten songs that I currently listen to alot. I play these songs on loop while I work or am detoxing form powerful emotions. These songs have no current order of importance, as I am tired and judging that way would be hard (I have a hard time picking favorites). So I am going to list number five and four.
# 5
–The Lumineers : Ophelia–
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I really love the intro the song, it goes down in value a bit for me after the first minute. Still is a great song but hey right, it is what it is(for me). This song stuck with me especially when I was having lots of romantic based inner conflicts. Well, that would be quite a number of songs but this one did play for like 5 hours +, so it made it to the list. Granted Youtube’s playlist has a large part to do with this because I heard it cycle so much the song, kept growing on me. Now its in the loop list category, but maybe I will get over it fully when I full rid myself of this romance bug (its a sickness, a sickness I tell you)
# 4
–The Fray : Over My Head (Cable Car)-
This song has always been a fun favorite for me. I just socially like the song. However this song especially grew on me when I got really sick. I caught this romantic illness that got worse and worse. It grew so bad that the way I see this song actually changed for me. I actually started to relate to the song as I wondered if this was going on for me. Which is funny because I am living in overtime and I probably don’t have alot of time left.
Intrigued, well I can’t fix this problem because I spend most of my time stopping fatalistic outcomes. Just imagine befriending a person who is a fusion of the key murders in Silence of the lambs and its derivatives. So Yeah… its alot of work and time but personality stabilization is alot better. Seeing these problems, trying to change them, noticing triggers so you can stop them, fixing your self esteem, etc really help to develop a person into a human being.
So, I really don’t have the time to pursue romance. Its hard but this is the reality I live in currently. I did feel like it when it started getting bad it was obvious to see. I set out to remedy it to some degree with I might talk about in principal at a later date. However this song has a now more personal touch for me, its not just pure sonic enjoyment anymore.
Rj Knights The Top 10 songs currently most listened to songs(while working) #7 & #6
