I had a pretty good time yesterday (12, 23, 2016). I have a quite a few problems but I possible don’t have to worry about dying as much so that opens up some options. I am a bit more refocused, emotionally I am now starting to mend some of the issues that have developed over time. Mostly the positive development is due to space from Micheal. Its taken a lot of time to get this space, I mean really aggressive pushes since October and nothing else just to get time to start dealing with the fatalistic issues that hvae developed since I met him. Yesterday, I was feeling more emotionally stable, don’t know how long that will last but the orientation is good. He’s been pushing space but being there so he can work on being his own person. Decoupling and fixing the dependency, again its really helped me over the last few months work on my emotional state. Not perfect as I did damage my hand not too long ago due to the maxed out problems in a rare emotional outburst. The abnormal behavior can get pretty bad and its hard on my managing all of this all the Read More…
Beanie Sigel vs Meek Mill a quick and general context Beanie Sigel is a Philadelphia Hip Hop legend (new legend) who has entered into a surfaced beef with Rapper Meek Mill. There is alot going on in this beef, making it more complicated than it should be. My focus here is to quickly provide context and not spend too much time going over every detail that happens or lead up to this feud (complex develop, simple solutions). Rapper Meek Mill entered a feud with another rapper named The Game. This rap beef was by The Game‘s account meant to be a lyrical one with just a one on one physical battle (a boxing match, fade, fisty cuffs, etc). This allegedly started over Meek Mill informing Sean Kingston about the robbery of his personal items (his jewelry got taken and he was assaulted from the back). The Game considers this snitching and he informs us over the internet the basic run down. He told Meek Mill information about the robbery that was going down, a heads up to stay clear. Meek Mill then supposedly went and told Sean Kingston which lead to the police questioning The Game Read More…
I have a list of ten songs that I currently listen to alot. I play these songs on loop while I work or am detoxing form powerful emotions. These songs have no current order of importance, as I am tired and judging that way would be hard (I have a hard time picking favorites). So I am going to list number three and two. # 3 –BØRNS : Holy Ghost (After Dark)- I have become a avid listener of this band. I first started listening to them with their song Past Lives. Honestly, I think I first heard it in a Samsung commercial on Youtube. I tracked the song down (took some time), which ultimately lead me to this song. This song was a bit higher for me but then I actually listened to the entire songs lyrics. Which kinda turned me off because of the severity of the blasphemy which the song acknowledges itself. I still like the song but not as much as I did before. The emotional state of the character in the song was so off balance, this doesn’t seem like love more like obsession. They can feel Read More…