I have something really important to do in the next few days. I have been focused on this for a few months now. Its been very important to the trajectory of my life. Once, this is over I can now focus on just interpersonal changes and getting output back. Will be on it soon, thanks.
I’ve been thinking about this for a while. A person I know told me that the only thing I truly love is honor and morality. That I am not a human being, that I will never stop doing what I think is right no matter what the consequence because I’m mentally ill. She told me I will hold no great romances because I will never allow them to develop and or sacrifice them for the greater good. That I will die like my grandfather doing good for others who at the end will care nothing for me. Because I am a fool. Not the first time I have heard similar words but recently they really hurt the most.
Stopping music on the site and winding down/ stopping work with Michael/ Zero. Me and Zero are still friends, for anyone coming for Zero updates you will still be able to find it here. However I will be moving away from it from reasons I contextualize below. To make clearly it is more a spiritual move away or orientation as I want and need Zero to be more autonomous. This was the original arrangement we had about the extended work. Alot has changed as many projects are now pretty much cancelled (unless I put in the work in them but I’m pretty tired and I honestly might not have life time left to do this). I want to get back to writing stories and dealing with Animanga. I need to fix personal problems that have been amplified or exacerbated in this period that I have spent helping Absolute Zero with his person. I want to the best job that I can in all things, this means I want the site to function at the best that it can (to the best of my sincere abilities). Everything is with these factors in mind, if still curious…. you can read below for Read More…
This is the input list ( Production list with dates for expected release) that I’m working with now. These are the things that I have to do, when I feel like I’m prepared for them (I create alot of problems, have alot of issues and trying my best to be a person that deals with those issues instead of dumping them on others). I’m putting them out so hopefully people can hold me to account. I know that the website had hundreds of readers and thousands of views. I’ve literally messed up all that up with my dysfunction. We’ve went into all these directions to help me because I was doing things that I was incredibly dangerous to myself and others. Rj did these things to help me find something positive I can do, so I could become more stable. The site was supposed to originally be just about Animanga and novels (stories that Rj would write and release). I feel really bad about this but because of my involvement we went into all these directions that has made everything confusing. This is why I started doing my Repentance Blog. In order to show the changes I’m trying to make, to Read More…
– Quick Summary -released quick nav, but due to foolishness I could not remain productive -readied atleast 5 songs to cycle – finishing book promo and I will be adding books, videos, social media profiles to my Pinterest account -Editing to release Righteous Rod review by Absolute Zero – Need to create a quick and cheap cover page for The Woodsman chapter 2 -Woodsman chapter 1 will be released tomorrow (8 ,23, 2016) at 10:30 AM and 3:30PM back on schedule -changing the sidebars in music and the general site bar -Editing five pages of Woodsman chapter 2, hope to finish all edits by Thursday -Thursday or Friday I hope to add older DBZ transcriptions, well I need to transcribe them – Friday I hope to finish romance story and also have edits for Ep 2 of How to ruin a date in 5 Words, most of these were suppose to be done actually a week a go(would’ve been finished today actually) -Thanks – Sorry, I actually fell asleep again. My body seems to have hit a place where its not allowing me to continue going for days on minimal rest. -What I a want to talk about right now Read More…
– Quick Summary – Finally slept, like almost a whole day -site issues due to bad code being written by writer -released two music articles -Audio files edited and Classic Album Review was done (The 36 Chambers) -Transcribing chapter 2 of Woodsman kills to Keep Forest Clean. -Amazon support and buy classic albums + other stuff if you like (helps support new project by Absolute Zero and Ep release) -Music and video cycling + artist quick profiles being added) -Getting ready to attend Joel’s Memorial service tomorrow (Christ Fellowship 500 NE 1st Ave, Downtown Miami, 33132 Service: 11:00 AM – 12:30 PM, Reception: 12:30 PM – 2:00 PM) -Thanks Sorry about the lack of today. I honestly had stayed up Wednesday night readying Kooley and Jred articles for release. I had to clean the code which actually has caused site wide damage. It was very problematic especially since, these issues have already happened before which is why so much time was lost.
Dealing with issues involving death. This song really is want I could use………. or a clone. Sweet cloning powers.