Hey, guys its me Rj Knight Thank you all so much for continuing to visit and support the site, especially the new members. Sorry for the period of inactivity. Over this stretch alot of critical, personal changes have gone on in my life. I have been working very intently on fixing these problems . It will be an uphill climb as it has been so far, I am honestly moved and continually surprised by all the support you have given to me. I am working hard to get the site back to the simpler idea, the one I first envisioned.
I have something really important to do in the next few days. I have been focused on this for a few months now. Its been very important to the trajectory of my life. Once, this is over I can now focus on just interpersonal changes and getting output back. Will be on it soon, thanks.
I’ve been thinking about this for a while. A person I know told me that the only thing I truly love is honor and morality. That I am not a human being, that I will never stop doing what I think is right no matter what the consequence because I’m mentally ill. She told me I will hold no great romances because I will never allow them to develop and or sacrifice them for the greater good. That I will die like my grandfather doing good for others who at the end will care nothing for me. Because I am a fool. Not the first time I have heard similar words but recently they really hurt the most.
Stopping music on the site and winding down/ stopping work with Michael/ Zero. Me and Zero are still friends, for anyone coming for Zero updates you will still be able to find it here. However I will be moving away from it from reasons I contextualize below. To make clearly it is more a spiritual move away or orientation as I want and need Zero to be more autonomous. This was the original arrangement we had about the extended work. Alot has changed as many projects are now pretty much cancelled (unless I put in the work in them but I’m pretty tired and I honestly might not have life time left to do this). I want to get back to writing stories and dealing with Animanga. I need to fix personal problems that have been amplified or exacerbated in this period that I have spent helping Absolute Zero with his person. I want to the best job that I can in all things, this means I want the site to function at the best that it can (to the best of my sincere abilities). Everything is with these factors in mind, if still curious…. you can read below for Read More…
– Quick Summary -released quick nav, but due to foolishness I could not remain productive -readied atleast 5 songs to cycle – finishing book promo and I will be adding books, videos, social media profiles to my Pinterest account -Editing to release Righteous Rod review by Absolute Zero – Need to create a quick and cheap cover page for The Woodsman chapter 2 -Woodsman chapter 1 will be released tomorrow (8 ,23, 2016) at 10:30 AM and 3:30PM back on schedule -changing the sidebars in music and the general site bar -Editing five pages of Woodsman chapter 2, hope to finish all edits by Thursday -Thursday or Friday I hope to add older DBZ transcriptions, well I need to transcribe them – Friday I hope to finish romance story and also have edits for Ep 2 of How to ruin a date in 5 Words, most of these were suppose to be done actually a week a go(would’ve been finished today actually) -Thanks – Sorry, I actually fell asleep again. My body seems to have hit a place where its not allowing me to continue going for days on minimal rest. -What I a want to talk about right now Read More…
– Quick Summary – Finally slept, like almost a whole day -site issues due to bad code being written by writer -released two music articles -Audio files edited and Classic Album Review was done (The 36 Chambers) -Transcribing chapter 2 of Woodsman kills to Keep Forest Clean. -Amazon support and buy classic albums + other stuff if you like (helps support new project by Absolute Zero and Ep release) -Music and video cycling + artist quick profiles being added) -Getting ready to attend Joel’s Memorial service tomorrow (Christ Fellowship 500 NE 1st Ave, Downtown Miami, 33132 Service: 11:00 AM – 12:30 PM, Reception: 12:30 PM – 2:00 PM) -Thanks Sorry about the lack of today. I honestly had stayed up Wednesday night readying Kooley and Jred articles for release. I had to clean the code which actually has caused site wide damage. It was very problematic especially since, these issues have already happened before which is why so much time was lost.
I have been pretty sad about the news about Joel. Now, I have found out worse news. It kinda made me just feel incapacitated for most of the day. So I didn’t get much done, I hope to put up stuff later. Possible later get to making an update, about his status which is just sad. I’m not sure if I even want to go to see everyone tomorrow. I know they are probably more sad than me. I will probably go now that I reflect on it. I will try to finish the count down, add a few songs. Also put up the new story the Woodsman Kills to Keep the Forest Clean. I will try to get a quick nav finished this week and stuff from the previous sessions done. Pray For Joel (one of the founders of Catalyst Hip Hop and a beloved figure in the community)
I have a list of ten songs that I currently listen to alot. I play these songs on loop while I work or am detoxing form powerful emotions. These songs have no current order of importance, as I am tired and judging that way would be hard (I have a hard time picking favorites). So I am going to list number nine and eight. -#9 NBA 2K11 Soundtrack – Symphonies [REMIX] (Dan Black feat. Kid CuDi) – This song is like one of my main theme songs. It really helps me alot. I really like the lyrics alot, it really connects on a personal level(every facet of this). I am really trying to get more than the life I’ve seen. I really do love my symphonies and melodies, and I would Black Dynamite someone(which I have to deal with a similar scheme of negativity that is curbed by that potential outcome). I honestly have literally looped and listened to this song for just 24 hrs + straight. It also orients me to a positive place ultimately which is good, this song is a true classic for me.
I have a list of ten songs that I currently listen to alot. I play these songs on loop while I work or am detoxing form powerful emotions. These songs have no current order of importance, as I am tired and judging that way would be hard (I have a hard time picking favorites). So I am going to list number 10 – #10 The Chicharones-“Breaking Point“-
Thanks to everyone who has been viewing the pages and re-visiting. I sincerely mean it when I tell you I am surprised everytime.. the gratitude is very real. Things have not been the smoothest, database corrupts, etc, some files still are broken but I will fix it. Some files just were not backed up copy and paste is hard for some people, sigh. So I will get to that later, cause it will take a time to find and correct(esp since I have lost one my main data center, workstations). – I am going to putting new material again up, trying to finish the output that was broken with these coding errors that I had correct, etc. So what’s quickly coming up —Dominate Species short story, Woodsman Kills to Keep the Forest Clean. This story series is short and is kinda violent. It is about a woodsman who is killing people violating the forest he inhabits. —Rj Ponders, can you answer and unanswerable question will be finished, Mighty Number 9 article will be releases finally, similar problems kept me busy so I could not release on time. -A few True Humors-Music Quest Log –Promotions should be back (going to have Read More…
Rj Ponders : Can You answer an unanswerable Question? — Rj Response answering question (Friday 8:00pm). -No Current related post yet
-Sorry, Everyone visiting and the sincerely appreciated constantly viewing returners. I have been trying to fix and restructure alot of issues. -One of the main workstations that had alot of the work data got a black screen of death. So seeing if the files can be recovered that will take a few days to see (alot of work on that, years of work). -Also, site repairing alot of issues on the site, which got buggy and took a while to fix. It is still not fully fixed but I found work arounds. Alot of the problems that have happened honestly could’ve been prevented, I warned about them but they have happened. I was in the middle of trying to correct for them, alot of time has been spent away from doing what is important here due to crisis that disturbed and troubled minds can generate. Despite all the downs, I intend to keep going. I will honestly say I am very frustrated as all these things have moved me drastically away from the simple plans I had and worked for so many years to try to accomplish. I have learned that people can seriously complicate your life, even stable Read More…
Dealing with issues involving death. Mental fatigue and destruction from stopping the development of horrible events. I have to absorb so much of these dark developments and mental thought processes to correct or dilute it. To avert, child abuse, rape, murder, torture and other really dark developments of the spirit that comes from the path of the beast and monster.
Yeah, I just colored a Wiki rabbit pic black. I’m busy Rj Series : I missed the Black Rabbit I was walking my dog and she noticed a black rabbit. It was a black rabbit that I have noticed a few times before. It has a companion white rabbit. These rabbits escaped a yard that is owned by careless animal owners(like almost all their animals escape or die within 2 years at the most). So I could not catch the rabbit with the doggy because she would go nuts and corner the rabbit. Then she would shower the rabbit with love, which would probably scare the rabbit away. So I tied her lease to a bus stop on a residential street(we were on the residential street).
Dealing with issues involving death. This song really is want I could use………. or a clone. Sweet cloning powers.
This is Rj Knight with a response to Absolute Zero’s Music Thought “Music Thoughts : Frank Ocean is Back But Will He Have The Same Reach“. In my Rj Context, I made it easier to understand and perceive the Frank Ocean situation for those who do not know or understand the topic and subject matter (type of music, audience, time period, etc). Also It helps those who might not fully remember the events of yester year to properly put the question into context and form a personal opinion and or conclusion. In that I tried t stay as neutral as possible to Absolute Zero‘s question, ultimately will Frank Ocean have the same reach? I will now proceed to respond and answer to some degree that question. —(read Rj Context, for information to response) — Frank Ocean will probably not have the same reach has he did previously. There are many factors working against him, and are making it difficult for Frank Ocean to achieve similar levels of success. Despite this I think that Frank Ocean has the ability (albeit low chance) to achieve close to previous levels. Even if Frank Ocean does not reach his Read More…