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  Hey, everyone I know that I’ve have been absent on Facebook for while. I wanted to let everyone in on some of the things going on with me (past and present).  This is just a little bit of what you can expect from me in the future. Most people who know me, know I’m a strange dude. I’m socially awkward, secretive, pretentious (for like no reason) and  I have an incredibly bad memory. These are just some of the major problems that I have. I am currently working on them but I also have some darker problems,  some really dark chronic issues I’m dealing with.  These problems, I have been dealing with them my whole life. But more recently these problems have directly hurt the people I my life who I care about most.

Stopping music on the site and winding down/ stopping work with Michael/ Zero. Me and Zero are still friends, for anyone coming for Zero updates you will still be able to find it here. However I will be moving away from it from reasons I contextualize below. To make clearly it is more a spiritual move away or orientation as I want and need Zero to be more autonomous. This was the original arrangement we had about the extended work. Alot has changed as many projects are now pretty much cancelled (unless I put in the work in them but I’m pretty tired and I honestly might not have life time left to do this). I want to get back to writing stories and dealing with Animanga.  I need to fix personal problems that have been amplified or exacerbated in this period that I have spent helping Absolute Zero with his person. I want to the best job that I can in all things, this means I want the site to function at the best that it can (to the best of my sincere abilities). Everything is with these factors in mind, if still curious…. you can read below for Read More…

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– Quick Summary -released quick nav, but due to foolishness I could not remain productive -readied atleast 5 songs to cycle – finishing book promo and I will be adding books, videos, social media profiles to my Pinterest account -Editing to release Righteous Rod review by Absolute Zero – Need to create a quick and cheap cover page for The Woodsman chapter 2 -Woodsman chapter 1 will be released tomorrow (8 ,23, 2016) at 10:30 AM and 3:30PM back on schedule -changing the sidebars in music and the general site bar -Editing five pages of Woodsman chapter 2, hope to finish all edits by Thursday -Thursday or Friday I hope to add older DBZ  transcriptions, well I need to transcribe them – Friday I hope to finish romance story and also have edits for Ep 2 of How to ruin a date in 5 Words, most of these were suppose to be done actually a week a go(would’ve been finished today actually) -Thanks – Sorry, I actually fell asleep again. My body seems to have hit a  place where its not allowing me to continue going for days on minimal rest. -What I a want to talk about right now Read More…

  I have been pretty sad about the news about Joel. Now, I have found out worse news. It kinda made me just feel incapacitated for most of the day. So I didn’t get much done, I hope to put up stuff later. Possible later get to making an update, about his status which is just sad. I’m not sure if I even want to go to see everyone tomorrow. I know they are probably more sad than me. I will probably go now that I reflect on it. I will try to finish the count down, add a few songs. Also put up the new story the Woodsman Kills to Keep the Forest Clean. I will try to get a quick nav finished this week and stuff from the previous sessions done.     Pray For Joel (one of the founders of Catalyst Hip Hop and a beloved figure in the community)

  –   Pray For Joel Stigale (Please)  Catalyst Hip-Hop/Miami Youth for Christ   There is someone who is in need of prayer right now. We could all use prayer and positive intentions from those around us. I know its hard to care for someone you don’t know so please just skim below. If you feel moved to read please read and or follow the links to see a very special person who walked the path of a human among us.  Joel Stigale is a person who has helped and positively influenced so many people. For many caring and giving is a difficult thing but for Joel it comes a bit easier. Regardless of wealth or faith, I hope we can pray for recovery of a person who I (many) consider to be a good man. Times are hard and we don’t have a lot of financial excess to give freely but empathy, positive intent and especially prayer have powerful value and they are one of the few things its hard to argue is not free. So if you can please pray for Joel Stigale. Thank you so much for reading, it is sincerely appreciated –Vivian Stigale with Joel Stigale. Read More…

    —- –                         – —- I attended Props and Bonds June 18th Saturday Mic Live event. I was really tired because I haven’t slept or slept properly in days (maybe 3 hours every two days if lucky). —- —-   Follow Props and Bonds   Next months upcoming Saturday Mic Live I always have had a great time attending Saturday Mic Live and I really appreciate what they are doing. I have always talked about, attempted and have aspirations to better help the organic Hip Hop scene. So I always try to backup my word and better support it with action. That being said I arrived really late, I tell you I was tired. The week has been very tiring with all the crazy events and all.  I arrived when Paradox, (not sure could’ve been later) was finishing his set.

  Dealing with issues involving death. Mental fatigue and destruction from stopping the development of horrible events. I have to absorb so much of these dark developments and mental thought processes to correct or dilute it. To avert, child abuse, rape, murder, torture and other really dark developments of the spirit that comes from the path of the beast and monster.

   Yeah, I just colored a Wiki rabbit pic black. I’m busy Rj Series : I missed the Black Rabbit I was walking my dog and she noticed a black rabbit. It was a black rabbit that I have noticed a few times before. It has a companion white rabbit. These rabbits escaped a yard that is owned by careless animal owners(like almost all their animals escape or die within 2 years at the most). So I could not catch the rabbit with the doggy because she would go nuts and corner the rabbit. Then she would shower the rabbit with love, which would probably scare the rabbit away. So I tied her lease to a bus stop on a residential street(we were on the residential street).

Dealing with issues involving death. This song really is want I could use………. or a clone. Sweet cloning powers.

    -Thank you Kobe Bryant for all the years of maximum effort and service. You never stopped striving for greatness, and pushing the envelope of the game and yourself. Thank You, I sincerely appreciate it all, you helped teach me and I know others how to have heart and be a Bballer.

Rj Personal Update: Starting to feel better but going to rest Wednesday and Thursday we will probably be back Starting to feel better, on a more overall level. I use to pain but being sick sucks. I have an extremely high pain tolerance level so I can just tolerate alot of pain but when your sick its not pain its just awkward debilitating discomfort which just sucks. I tried not to fight it too much and just let me body heal. I’m doing better now, still doing a few days.I didn’t get alot of work done, and we will probably not be up until either Wednesday or Thursday. I have worked a few more things out, so I will have more time to actually finally start writing and doing more work for you guys(getting closer back to the original model). I will update you guys and keep you informed through my Rj personal updates what is going on. I need to rest my eyes more as the constant looking at computers as also been negatively effecting my eyes. I will probably be toning down the work load. So that I can increase stories and creation rate back to its original Read More…

I’m currently not feeling very well, sorry. I will still try to get releases out, but I will not be finishing the Green Ranger Vs Ryu and other releases may not be finished on time (same volume) today. I can’t guarantee anything like that today.

  I am not going to be releasing some of the stuff today. I will hold it for tomorrow, I am tired(mentally) because I have literally damaged a work computer(its a build up of stuff that lead to this and Its over my power). I have not been able to work on Green Ranger so far. Alot of times the work I produce is on a level not to my standard because I am so tired. It takes so much just dealing with other things that set a tempo and I am making changes continually to work with others to try to get them efficient(it goes deep). I will try to make time for the Green Ranger but is looking like I will have to just take some days off and produce less just to get to the bigger task. Its the only way to get a head and manage others, most of the time is from correcting, managing and cleaning up the messes caused by other people(this is literally at every level of life). So, its just a trade off, I do not want to stay away for 3-4 nights straight anymore with minimal breaks. Tomorrow I have to Read More…

  Yeah, I woke up and I feel really good. This is the first 8 hour sleep period I have had in I can’t remember honestly, maybe all year(I’m being literal). It honestly could be two years……either way, I feel much better. Its raining and I have to try and take the dog walking, as she woke me up 4 hours into sleep but we could not walk due to her not wanting to walk in cold rain. Going to try again and then I will return to make changes to the site. I hope to be able to actually get back and work on Green Ranger vs Ryu today.

    Tired, as I am writing this it is 7:02 AM. I have been awake for over two days with only 2 hours of actual break(in total, its less but I’m rounding). I am really tired and I am going to go to bed. I am starting back Rj updates, its easier to communicate with you guys that way. When I wake up, I will add the new stuff to the site. I will also be trying to take time to actually work on Green Ranger Vs Ryu to finish. Then I will be trying to take more periods to finish Murder and Magic Swords man. Fixing the other work, and technical problems(stuff I have to edit and dealing with people for efficiency) take up too much time. Limiting it has made me more productive however still I have to do it and lags in site updates relate to this directly. If I did not need sleep or did not have to deal with responsibilities like dealing with my sick dog. I would be able to make up for it but alas I do have to sleep. So I will be taking a bit more time over the next Read More…